Here Goes Nothing...
Life. It sucks. For the last week or more I've been super depressed. I mean, I pretty much feel like things suck all the time anyway, but the last few weeks I've barely been able to function. I go to work. I fake a smile. I help everyone with all of their problems. Secretly inside I've got my own shitshow of problems that I can't get a grip on. I made a post on facebook the other day about how I was super depressed. That I was barely functional. Lots of people reached out and offered their advice/support/ideas. Some said I need medicine, some said I need counseling, some said suck it up buttercup, some said journal your thoughts and feelings. One said, "Stop for a minute and talk to me." That was the best advice. That's when I could stop hiding behind all the other "stuff" that I do to keep myself busy so that I don't have to think about all of my problems and just let it all out for a minute. That's what I needed. There was r...